Time

Time passes. Even when it seems impossible. Even when each tick of the second hand aches like the pulse of blood behind a bruise. It passes unevenly, in strange lurches and dragging lulls, but pass it does. Even for me.

Sigh

Ever wanted something for a really long time?

Ever got it - with a catch - that it won't last forever?



i've got five days left.





and none of those are really guaranteed.





you can't imagine how sad I am over it.

Leon & Claire

right up there with dead space....right up there.

Boy

I worked christmas...




I'm working new years...




in hindsight, that definitely stole alot of time from me & that boy i like.






there's only 9 days of bliss left.

hmm

I think i may have a thing for light-skinned boys...

Santa Baby

it seems ironic, or maybe poetic, that she died on Christmas Day.

Pet Peeve

there isn't much that really annoys me.
*sub-category - there's even less that actually annoys me for a sustained period of time.

that being said, i really. fucking. hate. lateness.
*sub-category - perpetual lateness, increases my annoyance and intolerance exponentially as each offense occurs.

with that being said, whenever i try and do something really good for someone, to help them out - and they thank me by say, being late? it nullifies the entire transaction and i no longer have any regard or concern for the offender.

lateness is not a good look. perpetual lateness looks even. worse. if u can't be on time for something trivial, the odds of u being on time for the real deal are slim to non-existent. and i just can't have that reflect back on me. especially when i'm a person who actually goes out of the way to be early. for everything.

and yes, i do hold it against the offender without a terribly good reason and/or with less than a half hour's notice.

Remember drumline? that horrible Nick Cannon movie? Coach said it best - "you're on time if you're early, you're late if you're on time"

Foamy

Foamy's Chaos!

Happy Tree Friends

more HTF here

yay

My love is home ^_^

The Jax Express

My first car ,bought entirely by me, is a 2001 soon to be red gold Hyundai Elantra.

....I love it.

And the first splurge will be vanity plates. ....because i'm vain =0p

How do they really feel?

The shoe-thrower, Muntadhar al-Zaidi, evidently yelled (in Arabic) "This is a farewell ... you dog!" ....isnt that a darn shame

A Simple Wish

"-----Email Message-----
Sent: Sunday, December 14, 2008 1:45 AM
Subject: everyone would say what they want to

I wish for one day everyone would say exactly what someone else needed to hear."

I swear I couldnt have phrased my thoughts any better than that

Last Night

was the most frightening and horrifying experience of my life. My trust in people is completely gone.

Whoa

after my work day, I think i've earned a drink. or several.

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Hell Week

I felt like I should have been sporting my pink and green to work this week with the amount of extreme stress, underhandedness, and straight up "u'll never be on my level" kind of...shit.

I want to play a game...

When I put on a shooooow...

Que?

We've recently seen how British housewives are indicating that they spend the majority of their free time online. But, we didn't realize just what women were giving up in order to get their facebook fix. A new study is showing that roughly half of women would rather give up sex for two weeks than go without the Internet for the same period of time..... (read on)

who are these women and what is the mindset? facebook is not that hot.

love or encourage?

"I recently attended a seminar and someone said that women need to hear, "I love you." Men need to hear "I believe in you." So powerful, because I could never put into words what I wanted to hear in my relationships. When I hear "I love you" it doesn't mean much to me at all. But if I had a woman who said "I believe in you" it would be very encouraging. Hearing this could make all the difference in the world. It's not an ego thing. It would just be uplifting and encouraging. Be honest, ladies. Do you believe in black men as a whole?? If you did express that you believed in us, how do you think it would change things in our culture? Do you feel that white women believe in their men more? less? equally?" As a man, or a woman, do you agree with what this guy says? Is that how you feel? I think there might be some weight to it. I have two guys very close to me that more often than not, ask if i have faith in them, or believe in them and what they're doing, than asking if I love them. And i really cant lie like I sometimes dont annoy people by asking if i'm loved.

The After Effects of Marriage

Therein lies the future. What a difference a ring (tattoo) makes.

Coco Tea