Certainties

just came to a pretty spirit-crushing realization. Doesn't make for good thoughts. or dreams.

Log 3

Finally saw the surgeon today. After we joked about my fibroid anomaly, she actually had the nerve to ask me why I took so long to come see her. Joke time over. Why I took so long? Why I took so long. I, who sat in your office for five hours and was then told to go home! Why did I take so long? (Because your nurses are incompetent!) Unfortunately, your schedule is retarded dear doctor, as is mine. The surgery is scheduled for May 11th. I will be having part of one boob removed, while the other is biopsied to ascertain where we go next. I'm being really positive about it. Trying to perceive it as a reduction of sorts.


...I always wanted smaller boobs